Here Is My Heart, Lord

One of the most beautiful things in my world is my relationship with God.

I still remember the moment I cried out “Abba, Father!”

Weakly, I cried out to Him.

Humbly, I wanted Him.

Expectantly, I waited on Him.

To be quite honest, there was a stretch of a moment that I didn’t see Him show up in the way that I was told He would.

…until I noticed…

God went from a higher being that was hard to connect with, to my actual Father.

Not just my Father in heaven, but He filled the spot my earthy dad was supposed to be in.

He removed the bitterness and empty space that was in my heart and filled it with Himself.

How pure and righteous is He!?

I could never go back!

How could I ever be blind again!? I just can’t be that!

Lord, my life is for You! Nothing makes sense without You!

I truly weep for the people who choose not to believe.

As Your love is the purest form of love.

A love that cannot be given elsewhere.

Lord, thank You for accepting me. Thank You for Your patience, kindness, grace, and suffering.

Please be with me.